I thought I was having a good life and I felt comfortable about my situation. However, things i though I could see only in fictions happened to me. 

It was a bolt out of the blue. I had psychology counseling several times but I felt It was just a temporary consultation. My health deteriorate so 

much that I had to be hospitalized, but my husband was not the person I knew anymore, who used to be warm and sweet to me. I thought that 

I had to take care of myself and accidentally watched Mr. Kim's video.  

I hesitated because the treatment cost quite a lot of money, and I had doubts about self-treatment method, but the nice thing was that I didn't 

have to disclose myself to anyone since it was an on-line program. I was absolutely desperate, I didn't want to die just like that without even 

giving it a shot.  

Therapeutic tasks were all new to me. I was hard to follow the directions. Then, it gradually became natural and the effects were surprisingly good. 

I decided to just focus on my recovery. Later, I also took Xes Training and Mother Therapy. 

At first, I combined KIP treatment with psychiatric medicine since I had symptoms of panic disorder and insomnia. I don't have symptoms of panic 

disorder anymore and  I hardly feel enraged these days. I still take medicine for insomnia, but I am getting better. I still have symptoms of anxiety 

but less frequently. I listen to the voice file whenever possible. 

I have realized how dangerous post traumatic stress can be and how difficult it is to treat it. I keep doing self-check and i can see may family 

members as well as myself changing for the better. My son, who used to show symptoms of anxiety smile a lot and look happy these days. I have 

also realized how ignorant I was about human mind.  

I also realized that I neglected many important matters in family life. I may experience adversities again, but i am not afraid since I know the 

operational mechanism of human mind and psychology. I am grateful that I had an chance to recover myself and reset my life for a better future. 

I am also grateful that there exists such a great program. The cost was never too much for its effects and I am proud that I made the right choice. 

I will continue to focus on my treatment and I hope everyone who starts the program takes courage to recover.