I feel moved that I am already writing the review for the phase 3.
Time is flying.
I feel proud at the end of each phase.
At least I am doing something for me and I can see the result when I finish each phase.
I am recording how I do everyday.
I want to see my change and encourage myself to work hard.
I had a hard time during phase 3 because I felt weak and often felt sick.
PMS started about 10 days ago and my body got swollen and I felt stuffy.
I was chronically sick before I started Xes Training.
I sweated too much during exercising.
I had a hard time even walking.
I felt irritated most of the time.
I lost taste for food and had indigestion.
I ate supplements but it didn't work.
I felt much better during menstruation this month.
I am not sure if i am really improving, but I know I feel better now.
I used to feel stressed a lot.
Then, i tried to focus on work and avoid meeting people as much as possible.
It wasn't easy.
I wrote daily journal every time I felt stressed.
It was hard to start but it became fun once I started writing.
I try to focus on work but I cannot focus on what I really have to do yet.
I hope I will see even better results after I finish phase 4.
These days, I can get up earlier in the morning.
I used to oversleep not hearing my alarm but I can at least hear it now.
I wake up even without hearing an alarm.
I don't exactly know how I can do it but I want to establish regular daily routine.
I can focus and think better.
I used to take a lot of time to focus on my work during phase 1 and phase 2.
I decide to do something and I can just get to it in phase 3.
Writing daily journal has become the trigger that gets me going.
I feel that i have interest in things I do.
I find it interesting to do training tasks, writing articles, and doing my translation work.
I feel that I am spending quality time everyday.
I don't do shopping or TV watching less.
I am glad that I am not just killing time.
There are so many things that got better in my life.
I have energy, so there are so many things I want to do.
I am making concrete plans and goals.
I feel composed and calm.
I don't have to keep telling myself that it's OK feeling that it's not OK.
I don't mind my emotions fluctuating and I can keep distance from my own emotional turmoils.
I can minimize emotional damage on on own.
I am looking forward to see how I would feel after finishing 7 more phases.
I know I will definitely go through a few difficult moments this month.
I feel bad about it but it will pass.
I am moving forward instead of wasting time and effort.
I have skin problems whenever I start a new phase.
I know I become overly excited during the first few days of each phase.
I will try to calm down this time.
I hope I will get better and better until I become a happy person.
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