I could never reach the final goal of the training tasks although I continued practicing everyday. 

However, I feel composed and have more and more positive feelings. 
I was so moved and overwhelmed  that i burst into tears someday. 

Phase 8 feels quite short to me . 

I feel consoled getting praised by many people. 
I could build the sense of gratitude through training in Phase 8. 

I will continue with Phase 9 making efforts as usual.