Phase 9 seems to have passed so fast. 

I remember it was very difficult at first, but it just passed so fast. 
It was the phase that made me feel that fighting against myself was this difficult. 

However, it was also the phase that made me feel the joy of getting close to myself through thinking, loving, and practicing. 

As usual, I feel I had to do better but I will make efforts again in the new phase. 
I cried so much realizing that I had such negative ideas on sexuality. 

I regretted for not enjoying the gift of god and I promise to myself that I will become happy. 

I feel composed at the end of Phase 9 and I plan to go on to Phase 10 with this positive attitude. 

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