I thought I would be loved all my life. I had never imagined my world would collapse. I did my best in every part of my life. My children grew and 

I found a man who was so immersed into social media. I was seeing many women. He denied and then said he stopped seeing them. I tried to just 

forget everything, I got psychology counseling, we had fights, and he accused me of being a megalomania. I couldn't sleep most nights. I took sleeping 

pills for 5 nights at a time. I just wanted to die. 

He was so shocked so became sweet to me for a few months. He promised that he would never meet women again but he resumed his affair within a year. 

I looked for information on divorce and accidentally found out about KIP treatment program. It was quite expensive. I like the program because 

I just could do it all by myself. i was angry at myself that I was worrying about money after all those years of pain and 20 years of marriage. 

I deserved to spend that much money for myself and my life and I could do without the money. 

I took money from my savings account and asked my friend to loan some money. I have been on the program for one and a half year. I would walk 

for 2 or 3 hours when i couldn't sleep. I walk a lot at least 3 times a day. I sleep well. I do my best with therapeutic tasks to treat myself and to live 

although it is bothersome to do at work. I am not sure about happiness. I don't feel that I am dying from pain. 

I feel calm most of the time but I feel pain when wounds are retrieved somehow. I do therapeutic tasks to restore calmness. I try to love myself 

over anyone else. I put priority on taking care of myself. i used to put my husband and children first, but I try to put myself first. I used to have 

stupid ideas and blame other people. I still see myself blaming others. 

I still have a long way to go, but it is the most important to do the tasks, do self-check, and love myself.  I am still weak and full of complicated 

thoughts and feelings in my head but I plan to go step by step to restore happiness. I had to talk about everything I had in mind, but now, I can contain myself.  

If you still hesitate to take the treatment, it means that you don't love yourself yet. 

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