I thought I would be loved all my life. I had never imagined my world would collapse. I did my best in every part of my life. My children grew and
I found a man who was so immersed into social media. I was seeing many women. He denied and then said he stopped seeing them. I tried to just
forget everything, I got psychology counseling, we had fights, and he accused me of being a megalomania. I couldn't sleep most nights. I took sleeping
pills for 5 nights at a time. I just wanted to die.
He was so shocked so became sweet to me for a few months. He promised that he would never meet women again but he resumed his affair within a year.
I looked for information on divorce and accidentally found out about KIP treatment program. It was quite expensive. I like the program because
I just could do it all by myself. i was angry at myself that I was worrying about money after all those years of pain and 20 years of marriage.
I deserved to spend that much money for myself and my life and I could do without the money.
I took money from my savings account and asked my friend to loan some money. I have been on the program for one and a half year. I would walk
for 2 or 3 hours when i couldn't sleep. I walk a lot at least 3 times a day. I sleep well. I do my best with therapeutic tasks to treat myself and to live
although it is bothersome to do at work. I am not sure about happiness. I don't feel that I am dying from pain.
I feel calm most of the time but I feel pain when wounds are retrieved somehow. I do therapeutic tasks to restore calmness. I try to love myself
over anyone else. I put priority on taking care of myself. i used to put my husband and children first, but I try to put myself first. I used to have
stupid ideas and blame other people. I still see myself blaming others.
I still have a long way to go, but it is the most important to do the tasks, do self-check, and love myself. I am still weak and full of complicated
thoughts and feelings in my head but I plan to go step by step to restore happiness. I had to talk about everything I had in mind, but now, I can contain myself.
If you still hesitate to take the treatment, it means that you don't love yourself yet.
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Posted by Korea Institute of Psycho-Education
Date 2023-04-25
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by accidentally coming across the program and making the right decision.
Only you yourself can make decisions and restore happiness for yourself.
The severe symptoms disappear in 3 months after starting the program and you will repeat the relapse of mild symptoms
until you reach complete cure. It takes quite some time so you must self-check for progress and keep making efforts.
This review will help you keep your initial intention.
You can build happiness ability and achieve complete cure in the near future.
Please, focus on the tasks thinking about your happy future life.