It has been 15 months since I started the treatment. I couldn't even tell my husband about his infidelity when I first found out about it 

because I was afraid of being abandoned by him. I suffered all by myself for a while, and then, I decided to take the treatment program. 

I progressed gradually. It took some time for me to understand Mr. Kim's reply in the mail. I would think, "That's what it means!", many times. 

I repeated feeling positive and negative emotions. Then I stayed in positive emotions for longer time with deeper feelings. 

I didn't feel anything for the person who I hated and felt like killing. I don't remember much about the incident and my body feels fine. 

I calmly and comfortably told my husband that I knew about his infidelity as if I were talking about other people's problems. 

I waited for quite a while after I said it. 

I said he didn't have anything to say when I asked if he had anything to say. He used to deny his infidelity before. I came to may room and tears fell. 

My husband followed me to the room. He said he would help me treat my condition, but I didn't answer. 

I didn't want to waste my money and time I had already spent by getting help from him. 

I told him about my treatment process the next morning and he denied his wrongdoing again. 

I knew he was just stressed and trying to remove it. 

I could observe that my emotions were not being affected by his speech and actions focusing on my tasks.  

I was the master of my emotions.  

I felt that I was full of positive energy and i smiled at myself. 

My husband insisted on helping my with making vegetable juice, so it took only 2 hours. He was even whistling. 

It usually takes a whole day if I do it all by myself. 

I asked him to stop for the day but he finished everything. It feels good. He knows that I am happy. 

He asked this and that about my treatment program.  

I feel light and calm. I feel as if I had everything. My image in the mirror looks younger and prettier. 

I turned on the music in my car on my way home. I cried out loud without any specific reason. I wasn't sad. 

Maybe it's part of what you experience during  the treatment process. What I feel from the treatment is beyond by ability of description. 

I earned back myself and my life back.