I was living a comfortable life. Then, I went through things I couldn't understand. I endured but it was like a nightmare. 

I finally searched for solutions through internet and Youtube videos. I thought, 'This it it', when I first watched Mr. Kim's videos. 

His theory made so much sense to me. 

I continued watching his videos to feel better. I felt uncomfortable about the comment on every video that warned against becoming dependent on the videos. 

But I couldn't afford the treatment. Then, my condition got worse and worse over the course of one year. I couldn't stand anymore. 

I finally decide to take the treatment. 

I still cannot forget the day I decided to take the program. i am proud of myself that I made a right decision. 

I thought everything would be fine soon if I started the treatment program. However, I went back and forth between doing the tasks and neglecting them 

as I became comfortable. I would forget about the tasks and didn't focus and experience the pain again. I resumed the training 

because I had already paid a lot of money. 

All these conditions I experienced were mentioned in the videos. 

It has bee 2 years now, and doing the tasks have become daily routine. I am making efforts. 

I blamed my partner at first, but I feel more composed not. I have a good time with my children more often. 

I reflect on the way I interacted with my children. I feel hurt feeling sorry to them for my negative behaviors. Everything I do in daily life has become precious. 

I am surprised that I don't worry much and I can keep myself at the center in my mind. I feel strong inside. 

I wouldn't have known about KIP Treatment unless I had not have such misfortune. 

Nothing is exchangeable for the past few years of suffering and recovering. 

I will keep making efforts until I build happiness ability that can change all my life of ignorance into a flowery road. 

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