It has been 3 months or 12 weeks since I started the treatment. 

I never thought that I would be taking the treatment and I wouldn't give up my happiness 3 months ago.  

Mr. Kim's videos gave me just some vague ideas about my condition, but is was as far from me as from Korea to US. 

One day, I suddenly realized that I had post traumatic stress based on great wounds. 

My fake wounds were destroying myself. 

I realized that I couldn't postpone treating myself. 

No friend and acquaintance who doubted on my decision could stop my will to become happy again. 

I didn't feel burdened with the expense since I so clearly knew the cause of my pain. 

Now, I understand that I had to pay the expense to keep me making efforts to build happiness ability.  

I feel grateful that I was given an chance to take the treatment. 

Now I know that I have a long way to go but I have to keep focusing on my treatment. 

Only then, I can protect my family. 

AS exactly as i was told, wounds keep being retrieved and I feel pain once in a while. 

Then, I have to remember the early days of my treatment.  

I get angry and irritated out of the blue and fake wounds do their best to ruin me once in a while.  

I just ignore it and keep making efforts for my happiness.  

I hope that as many people as possible will take the treatment and find true happiness for themselves and their loved ones. 

I will go all the way to complete cure.