I remember the day when I visited KIP office. It was raining and I took the bus all by myself. I was trembling from fear. 

I wanted to believe Mr. Kim's convincing words that I could become happy again when I treat my condition. 

He talked about the husband's behavior as if he had seen him in person. 

I had doubt on the program but I began to take it.  

I suffered everyday so I desperately wanted to recover and become happy. 

The biggest change I have experienced after taking the treatment is that I can focus on myself better then before. 

I cried feeling sorry for myself since I didn't live as myself in the past. 

I had low sense of self-respect. I pretended not to notice acquaintances in the neighborhood since I was so self-conscious. 

I realized that I made my own wounds inside me. I didn't understand why my mother was harsh only only me and I resented my parents.  

Now, I understand that my mother loved me but she was also wounded. I want to be nice to my mother.

I saw myself hurting my daughter, so I have changed my attitude and perspective on parenting. She looks happier these days.



I feel composed and firm in every aspect.

I still have a long way to go. I sometimes feel wounded and stuffy, but I don't want to go back to the days when 

I didn't know anything and believed in only what I saw. 

I know that the only way to happiness is to change myself. It is not easy, but I will go all the way to complete cure. 

I am sure that I took the way to destruction unless I had chosen to treat my condition. 

I was actually looking for the way to destruction before taking the treatment. 

I hope more people will choose to restore their precious life. 

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