I remember the day when I visited KIP office. It was raining and I took the bus all by myself. I was trembling from fear.
I wanted to believe Mr. Kim's convincing words that I could become happy again when I treat my condition.
He talked about the husband's behavior as if he had seen him in person.
I had doubt on the program but I began to take it.
I suffered everyday so I desperately wanted to recover and become happy.
The biggest change I have experienced after taking the treatment is that I can focus on myself better then before.
I cried feeling sorry for myself since I didn't live as myself in the past.
I had low sense of self-respect. I pretended not to notice acquaintances in the neighborhood since I was so self-conscious.
I realized that I made my own wounds inside me. I didn't understand why my mother was harsh only only me and I resented my parents.
Now, I understand that my mother loved me but she was also wounded. I want to be nice to my mother.
I saw myself hurting my daughter, so I have changed my attitude and perspective on parenting. She looks happier these days.
I feel composed and firm in every aspect.
I still have a long way to go. I sometimes feel wounded and stuffy, but I don't want to go back to the days when
I didn't know anything and believed in only what I saw.
I know that the only way to happiness is to change myself. It is not easy, but I will go all the way to complete cure.
I am sure that I took the way to destruction unless I had chosen to treat my condition.
I was actually looking for the way to destruction before taking the treatment.
I hope more people will choose to restore their precious life.
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Posted by Korea Institute of Psycho-Education
Date 2023-06-07
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Most people do not realize that they have an opportunity to restore happiness when they experience life crisis.
They don't spend their time and effort for true happiness. They live with other people at the center of their mind leading themselves to unhappiness. You have made a right choice of restoring your happiness.
Please, continue with treatment and keep doing self-check on progress.