It has been 1 year and 6 months since I started the treatment. 

I didn't know that I had relationship addiction and didn't even realize that it was a problem. 

It was before I got married and i didn't even know about it during the treatment. 

It just occurred to me one day that I had relationship addiction. 

I thought I would live happily with my wife after I got married and forget about my dark past. 

My wife and I didn't get along well and I eventually filed for a lawsuit for divorce. 

I thought it was the best thing to do at that moment, but I was ostracized at work and even at church. 

I collapses completely. Life was so hard, so I wanted to die. I had panic disorder and megalomania. Still, I wanted to recover. 

I accidentally watched Mr. Kim's Youtube videos and started the treatment right away. 

It would take time, money, and effort, but I thought I would do anything only if I could recover and become happy again. 

I thought it was my last chance. 

To my surprise, I am getting better. I feel I am being cured. I get along well with my colleagues and have good relationships with other people. 

I don't avoid people anymore. I don't feel enraged or betrayed. I feel comfortable and stable. 

I feel much better than I expected. I only vaguely remember the difficult days. 

Both I and my wife filed a lawsuit against each other. I dropped my lawsuit but she continued with it. 

Now, I am divorced. I learned that treatment must come before divorce and I shouldn't take any other practical measure before treatment. 

I was anxious to be cured at first, but now I understand that it takes time. 

I am going step by step. 

I make a resolution again that I will keep making efforts. 

I understand that many people hesitate to take the treatment. 

However, I think we should go forward to become happy in a true sense. 

Everyone is in a difficult situation due to the pandemic situation. 

I hope that a crisis will lead to a new opportunity and happiness instead of despair and unhappiness. 

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