The shock of spouse infidelity hurt me more and more as time passed.  

It was the time when I could not think of anything but my own rage. 

I remembered I had had similar feelings 5 years before. 

All my sensations came alive. 

I was full of rage, resentment, remorse, and self-blame. My body and mind collapsed. 

I had anxiety, fear, and delusion, which I thought would destroy me. 

I felt that I was going insane.

Then, I accidentally watched Mr. Kim's Youtube videos. 

He was talking about exactly my situation. 

How detrimental the pain of spouse infidelity and what damage it would result in. 

I cried and cried feeling that I was finally understood and consoled. 

I watched his videos repeatedly and wished I could attend his seminars. 

I also tried to buy his books, but I couldn't get them. 

I later found out that they offer on-line treatment program. 

It was like I was drowning and was saved by a rope coming down from the sky. 

I was so grateful. 

I didn't hesitate even one moment before  starting the program. 

I was desperate to get out of this difficult situation. 

I was told repeated that treatment takes time and it requires my will power and efforts. 

1 year and 4 months passed skipping therapeutic tasks and not improving my condition as expected.

Still, I guess i have improved. 

I finally experienced wounded feelings changing to the void of feelings. 

I became to understand why my husband behaved in such and such ways. 

My psychology has become more stable. 

Now, I can see myself clearly. 

I didn't have me in myself. 

I blamed my husband's infidelity for all my problems. 

I realized that i had paid too much for not knowing the truth of things. 

Taking Mind Training is the best thing I have ever done in my life. 

I need more will power and efforts to finish the program. 

However, I am definitely changing for the better. 

My family have peace now. My husband encourages me for the treatment. 

I know that I am the best supporter of myself. 

Only I can treat my own condition. 

I will keep making efforts until I transform all my wounds into happiness. 

I want to thank Mr. Kim. 

I hope you will continue to help as many people as possible to treat themselves.  

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