I am walking step by step to reach happiness. 

I have been taking KIP Treatment for 4 years. 

I had to work extra hours and saved money to pay for the treatment without telling my husband. 

I was at my lowest condition mentally and physically due to husband infidelity. 

My children were unhappy and I also have financial problems. 

Every day was painful. I suffered and cried all the time. 

I thought I would never become happy again.  

I sneaked into the closet at one night and attempted to hang myself with my husband's necktie, but I couldn't because I couldn't leave my children. 

I cried and cried. 

KIP Treatment was my last hope. 

I gradually stabilized my psychology and I was amazed at myself recovering. 

I could see how my children were doing. They were nervous and anxious. No wonder since their mother was usually crying. 

I began to take care of my children disregarding husband infidelity. I had to be strong. 

during that time, I didn't have the husband and children didn't have the father.  

In 2 years, my husband began to come back to family. 

He came closer to us and tried to be with us. 

He tried to build and restore one by one what he had destroyed. 

He worked hard and we gained financial stability. 

I wait with composure until he becomes a good husband and father. 

I guess it will take quite a lot of time until we become a happy couple. 

I am not in a hurry though. I will go step by step. 

Otherwise, I will no restore happiness ever again. 

It is not that I am happy and comfortable every single day. I am not in pain every day, either. 

I am confident that I will have habits of happiness some day. 

I try every day. 

I hope everyone else will keep going, too. 

There were times when I was in great great pain and suffered every moment every day. 

I can see I have changed so much now. 

All my life including painful and desperate days have been meaningful and precious days. 



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