I was desperate and so in pain. I poured all my energy into the treatment.  

I got my textbook delivered and concentrated on the training. It was hard but I was determined.  

I could understand Mr. Kim's talk in the seminars and I worked really hard.  

I was smart and wise since I took the treatment without telling anyone about it. 

I was being treated and I cried with no reason. I feel calm and firm these days. I want to be firm. 

I am not supposed to forget the horrible experience but i hardly remember. 

Now, I began to see the whole world again. I understand people and their relationships. 

I feel good and healthy, so I easily forget about my initial intention. 

I shouldn't forget my initial intention until I achieve complete cure. 

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