I got immersed into what I enjoyed. 

I liked healthy food and it was my talent and hobby. 

I was crazy about learning and practicing after coming home from work. 

I felt the sense of achievement and felt alive. 

It has been quite a long time since I felt i could do anything. 

The, I had this question, 'Why do I get so immersed into one thing?'

My aunt visited me in 2 or 3 years. 

I could see that she was in relationship addiction. 

I was so sad about it because I felt so close to her like my mother since I was a child. 

 I thought, 'That's what happens when you don't treat yourself.'

She had wound dissociation. I couldn't help her in any way though. 

I was occupied with my own treatment. I still had a hard time not paying attention to my husband. 

I focused on therapeutic tasks more than before. I shouldn't stay in comfort. 

I will keep going until I reach complete cure. 

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