I lived a good life in comfort working hard all the time. 

Then, my life collapsed and I looked for reasons for what had happened to me. 

I blamed myself and my husband and thought everything would be fine only if my husband comes back to me for more than 1 year. 

Differently from what I thought, he went further away from me as time passed. 

He was not the man I knew. 

Something was wrong, very wrong. 

My children and I were being erased in my husband's head. 

I looked for information on Youtube channel. 

My husband's condition was just typical.  

It was hard to admit that I had to recover first even though I didn't do anything wrong. 

Otherwise, I would have to pay too much for not knowing. 

I despair when I learned that the treatment is quite costly. 

I read all the publications by Mr. Kim 

I watched all his videos to get help. 

Then, I concluded that I needed the treatment. 

I thought I could improve very fast if I worked really hard. I was confident. 

I am in 10th week of treatment. I understand in my head but I can't apply in real situations. 

I feel that it takes time to treat myself.   

I still have a long way to go.   

I believe that someday I will have happiness ability if I keep practicing. 

I feel thankful that my predicament led me to learn about Mind Training. 

I cry with no reason today. 

My tears will stop someday. 

I thought I had a good life but i didn't understand the fundamentals of human relationships. 

Now I am building happiness ability so that I can live happily in relationships. 

I will make efforts until I live a life full of meanings and values. 

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