It has been 16 weeks since I started the treatment. 

I wasted 3 years thinking that I could overcome the predicament for myself and trying everything on my own. 

I applied for the consultation at KIP but I didn't do it believing that I could deal with it on my own. 

I started the treatment eventually after three years of ruining my body and mind. 

I realized that my own effort out of arbitrary interpretation only hurt me more and made me suffer from even more pain. 

Now, my rage subsided and I don't go from hell to heaven back and forth affected by his words. 

He was in the wrong but it was my anger and rage that ruined my body and mind.   

I can separate myself from my situation. My attempts to deal with the situation and get even with him hurt me more.  

Now, my husband tries to talk with me. I know I can and have to go in the right direction.   

I am treating myself and building strength.  

I am making myself strong with therapeutic tasks.  

I hope everyone will spend their time and effort to build their true happiness even in the pain of death.  

They are the ones who chose me and loved me. 

I will be happy as a person, a wife, and a mother when I can stand healthy. 

I stopped filing the lawsuit and I am focusing on my treatment. 

I have to restore myself before my condition deteriorates. 

My rage is subsiding. 

I was watching a soap opera where infidelity is shown and I felt hurt for some time.

Then, I resumed my tasks. 

I hope I will write a review with happier mind next time.  

I hope every one will restore health and happiness soon. 

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