I was always reserved and afraid of expressing myself. My husband was rather outgoing and sweet to everyone. I was also deeply religious and pursued a life of love and forgiveness. One day, I found that I had changed to a different and strange person. I suffered and couldn't even breathe. I accidentally watched Mr. Kim's Youtube videos. 

He said that wounds in mind would become charcoal that makes a fire of happiness. I began to take the treatment program. I knew that I had many wounds that were accumulated for more than 10 years of marriage life. I must have more charcoal than anyone for struggling for the whole time. I wanted to have hope and wanted to become happy again. It has been 3 years since I started the program. 

It was a difficult path, but I am absolutely grateful for changes in myself. I used to stay in bed most of the time before treatment, but now I have a job and have plans for my own business. My children look happy. My husband and I get along fine now, but I wouldn't mind much even if he changes or chooses a life that doesn't accord with mine in the future. He will choose his own path of life and I will respect his decision. I seem to vaguely understand what happiness is. I adore my children and I am grateful for my present life. I want to live well and achieve my goal. 

I hope everyone will keep making efforts and become happy again. 

(KIP 048)