Before taking the treatment

I was suffering from extreme pain 2 years ago. then, I happened to watch Mr; Kim's videos on Youtube. 

It made me feel better for a while, but it lasted only temporarily. 

I thought this pain would never end. I decided to take the treatment because I wanted to have my life back and become happy again. 

During treatment 

I felt sorry for myself and blamed other people for my pain.
I focused on the treatment as I felt pain in my body and mind. 

Gradually, I began to feel better. I used to feel miserable thinking that I was a victim, but I stopped blaming other people.

Recommendation to people in pain

I talked about the treatment to people around me. Many of them were surprised at the expense and advised me to stop it. 

They told me to go on travelling and buy things for myself with the money. I am proud of myself that I chose  the treatment over having fun. 

The result of the lawsuit

I misunderstood that I was recovering talking about my situation and getting consolation from others. 

I followed others' advice for my own life decisions and grew my wounds and aggravated the whole situation. 

Final remarks

I can't retrieve negative emotions related with my wounds now after 2 years of treatment. 

My mother watched the whole process of my treatment. She says that she is so happy for me because I look happy. 

My husband also took the treatment and he says that we were lucky to have taken the program. 

We still have arguments but we understand each other much better than before, so we become fine soon.
I don't depend on my husband for my emotions anymore. I look for what I want and make efforts for my own achievement. 

I feel energetic and don't become idle or lethargic anymore. 

I have realized how dangerous and miserable a life can be when you become dependent on others.
It was not easy to focus on the tasks and keep making efforts. I get irritated and postpone doing the tasks sometimes. 

However, I am continuing without giving up.
I am grateful for little things in daily life and don't over-react to anything. 

I will keep making efforts for my future and love myself. 

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