I collapsed and fell for a psychological disorder. 

I hurt my wife deeply. 

Then, I thought I had realized my fault and recovered myself. 

I learned about KIP through my wife. I watched videos of KIP once in a while and I thought I understood my condition. 

I thought it was my wife and not me who needed the treatment. I thought I was fine. 

I couldn't hole myself and freely expressed my stress whenever my wife expressed her rage and wounds to me. 

I made excuses and blamed other people instead of repenting. 

I kept hurting my wife repeatedly and then, realized that I had problems. 

I had to be brave to start taking the treatment along with my wife. 

I accurately understood how dangerous condition I was in. I studied about the Theory of Mimind step by step which was quite new to me.  

These days, I can apply what I have learned in daily life. 

I can see how people are doing and I feel composed for the first time in my life. 

I have realized what a fatal mistake I made, how easily such things can happen. 

I have also realized that my wife saved me through great love and effort in spite of all her wounds. 

My wife and I spend a lot of time together talking and encouraging each other. 

I still have a long way to go, but I will do my best to become stronger and protect my family. 

No word would be enough to express my gratitude to my wife. 

I will thank her, cherish her, and love her forever. 

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