I guess my unconscious sent me a signal first when I was suspicious of my husband's infidelity. 

I suddenly developed amnesia. 

I forgot words and the password for the entrance like I had Alzheimer's disease.

I would enter another building when I was going home. 

I would find that I had lost all the belongings when I came home. 

My husband argued that I had delusional jealousy. 

I took psychology counseling and showed him evidence.  

He was double-faced and lied to me. 

I was planning to leave the country for good and I accidentally watched Mr. Kim's videos.  

I found hope learning about relationship addiction and post traumatic stress as well as the cause of infidelity. 

I know it will be hard but I want to overcome this situation and make it a turning point in my life. 

I may have a longer life ahead of me than the life I have had so far. 

I will focus on doing the tasks today to be able to give myself a good gift for my future life. 

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