2 years have passed since I started KIP Treatment. 

I didn't know that I was in a serious condition and my speech and actions had problems. 

While I was doing the treatment, I realized that I inflicted damage on people around me. 

I sought my own pleasure disregarding everything else. 

I never thought I was the storm that destroyed everything. 

Even these days, I become lazy and justify myself thinking that I am doing well enough. 

I guess I am forgetting the days when I was in pain little by little. 

I will try to focus on doing therapeutic tasks reminding myself of the days when I decided to take the treatment. 

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