It has been 2 years since I started the treatment. 

I used to spend most of my daily life regretting and blaming others before I started the treatment. 

My son has become a senior in high school and my daughter is in the second grade in junior high school. 

I am going through menopause. 

The last 2 years has passed so fast. 

I put priority on minding my own emotional state than reading my son's condition. 

I was angry at him not pay attention to me. I should have paid attention to him. 

My daughter wanted to stay close to me all the time but I felt bothered by her. 

These days, I feel that my mind is growing little by little. 

I understand the mechanism of treatment little by little. 

I am surprised that I see my children in a completely different way. 

I used to be swayed by my husband's speech and actions. Now, I am more self-centered. 

I still need to keep making efforts. 

I can see the underlying mechanism behind the phenomena on the surface. 

I feel more gratitude. 

My situation has not changed but I feel happy in my daily life. 

I understand why my son and daughter get irritated and grumpy. 

I understand that human mind has its own operational mechanism. 

I still have moments when I feel wounds and unhappy memories but I can easily come back to myself. 

I want to praise myself for coming this far and cheer myself up. 

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