I had an interesting experience during the last 2 weeks. 

Since then, I feel that I am enlightened.  

I felt quite unhappy and down for a few days last week. I felt angry and enraged a few times. 

Then, when I woke up last Saturday in the morning, a clear idea occurred to me suddenly and filled my head.  

'What else would be a problem when I have myself who I trust and who will protect me?' 

I was not moved or excited but I felt some emotional waves going through my body from my legs upward overflowing through my chest.

I was almost giggling.  

Since then, I still feel the emotional waves that fill my chest and flap back and forth peacefully and I smile by myself. 

Since last Saturday morning, I feel that I am calm and soft.

I am not bothered by anything and I am not so excited, either. 

I automatically respond positively when I face some stressful situations. 

Then, I smile again. 

I am not a successful person but I think that I was driven by my dream of protecting my family and contributing to the betterment of the society. 

I didn't run away from difficulties and always tried to face and overcome difficulties. 

I made efforts and tried to change for the better. 

Now, I trust myself even more and keep standing firm. 

I will live the way I want with positive attitude. 

I hope I will be able to smile leave this world when I face death in the end. 

 

I feel that I got myself back. 

I had a valuable experience and I learned a lot.

I have changed for the better. 

I am grateful to Mr. Kim, who guided me in the right direction. 

It's getting cold. 

Please, take care. 

Thank you. 

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