16th week of Mind Training.
I guess everyone will be comfortable only if I pretend not to know anything and just cover up.
Just like I did 7 years ago.
Then, children will not be nervous and anxious and my wife will not feel sorry and guilty.
After all, I have no confidence to raise children all by myself and no courage to leave my wife.
I want to resume Mind Training.
I was neglecting it for a couple of months.
I guess I just watched the training videos and did therapeutic tasks without thinking much.
I plan to focus this time like.
I want to have hope at least.
Right now, I can't see any future in my mind.
Only this institute tries to let me understand the fundamental mechanism, which I still can't understand, and tells me to treat my condition.
I understand that I cannot go back to the past days when everything was normal.
1<-- All family members become unhappy.
2<-- Treat my condition and live with children and without my wife restoring normalcy
3<-- All family members become happy after treating my condition.
Right I am inclined to number 2. I have lost trust for my wife.
However, I want to achieve complete cure and choose number 3.
I understand that I was not good enough to protect my wife and she is the mother of my children.
I cannot see the future yet, but I want to restore happiness for myself and my family.
I hope I will succeed in my treatment and be rewarded with happiness of my family.
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Posted by Korea Institute of Psycho-Education
Date 2023-05-11
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Only you yourself can treat yourself and restore your own happiness.
Please, keep doing self-check for progress until you achieve complete cure and happiness ability.
The opportunity has come to you that will make your whole life happy.
It is crucial not to forget your initial intention.
It is not late to decide on your marriage relationship after you treat yourself and build happiness ability.
Your efforts will be rewarded with future happiness.
Please, focus on your treatment for now thinking about your future when you and your family will live happily.