I was wandering about like an insane person since I developed post traumatic stress in April 2020. 

Everything in my life literally collapsed in one day. 

I quit my job, and I was crying and screaming making a mess. I couldn't do anything. 

I lost meaning in my life and kept asking why me. 

I wanted to destroy everything I had built all my life. 

I spent all my savings.  

Luckily, I was confined in my place due to the pandemic situation. Accidentally, I watched Mr. Kim's videos in the middle of my enragement. 

Others was mostly focusing on practical solutions, but he was talking about treatment and restoration of psychology. 

He said infidelity was caused by relationship addiction. His analysis on post traumatic stress was also logical and so fitting to my situation. 

I watched his videos for 4 months and my condition was advancing for the whole time. 

I knew I had to do something and I started the treatment. 

My rage and pain disappeared in 3 months. I still feel stuffy and bad often times, but recover within one day. 

I never go back to the monstrous condition again.

I used to feel uncomfortable and cry a lot for the first 3 months doing the tasks.I

I still have relapses of the condition but I am quite busy doing the tasks.  

I feel so relieved that i am given a chance to reflect on my life and realign it. 

It is something I could have never imagined 9 months ago. 

i promise myself that I will never give up and do my best until I get complete cure.  

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